I forgot to tell you. I had a dream last night. I had a dream that I was laying on a table. There were three people there. Joel was one, I am not sure but I think Anthony was the second person but I do not know who the third person was. Apparently, I had died. I died on March 1. Joel gave be this beautiful necklace that had a red square stone that looked liked a ruby and there were other stones that looked like diamonds and he placed it around my neck. That date has now passed. Your dad use to like to buy me jewelry on Valentine day and Mother's day. I don't wear them anymore because somehow the clasps don't work and I get so upset when I realize I lost them. Just wanted to tell you about my dream. It was so vivid. I really wish I would have a dream about you. Love you baby. Always thinking about you..