I love baby and I miss you. The nightmare of that night have been resurrected. We have finally got in a good place (with the help of Z) I cannot believe that we now have to go through this nightmare again. Thank you for bring Z into our lives. You guys were great together. You guys made us so happy and laugh. Z has been so wonderful in staying in contact. He really helped us. He is really a great boy. Thank you. I wish he would come home. I miss him so much and I miss you so much. I pray that you do everything you can for Z and for us. Z really loved you and is in a lot of pain. You were like brother. You would be so proud of him if you knew all the things he has been doing in dedication for his loss. I have been trying my best to comfort him and let him know that we love him. He is like our son. I know you would have expected nothing less. I may not have you anymore but I am so thankful that I have Z. You really did have a great friend. I am sorry that he has to suffer so much. I know you are there for him.
I wont stop lighting candles until Z comes home.
Love you baby. Sweet dreams