James, I saw your clone on Saturday at Instant Replay. I was going out the backdoor to get cigarettes and some person with your hair cut, facial hair, mannerism and smile looked exactly like you. I was afraid to take a third look when I walked by and your clone smiled exactly like you. You were talking to a bartender name Shuree who was not on duty yet. I was going to approach you when I returned from buying cigarettes but for some reason totally forgot the moment. I cant believe that I did not even remember look for your clone when I returned back into the bar.
I believe in my heart that you were actually sitting at the bar with me watching the wild card games on Saturday. In fact, when I returned to the bar I thought Shuree was not there that day and someone said yes and then I remembered, you were talking to her.
I love you babe. You looked so happy. You are always on my mind.
I went to lite you candles today. I will not be able to keep my promise to give you enternal light by candles for a year. The police lift me citation to immediately remove all flowers and candles. It is ironic that this citation was posted exactly 9 months after the accident (01/06/14).
Love you and miss you. Thanks for coming to the bar and watching the game with me. I wish we could have carried on a conversation.