I think about you every day. I miss you so much. I am thankful that you died at the accident and hopefully did not suffer. I am thankful for your death because you would not want to be paralyzed, have a severe brain or dwell on for the rest of your life that you hurt someone (even though that did not happen, thank GOD). I pray that you did not even know what was going on around you when you died and did not suffer.
I know you loved life and enjoyed life and experienced more than anyone else could have in a life time. This makes me happy.
It makes me happy that I can say that you had a wonderful life and experienced so much with your family in your short life. I have not regrets. We did alot.
It does make me saD that I will never have grand children and it does make me worry that you will not be around to watch out for your brother's well-being. This is very concerning to me because who is going to take care of him when I'm gone. I am afraid he will be taken advantage of and won't beable to take care of himself.
If this was one of your worries, I am happy that you do not have to worry about that anymore and I am happy that I don't have to worry about you. I have always been worried about you, and was afraid of your sufferings.
Know I have only one worry. Your younger brother. It makes me sad that he is unable to enjoy and experience life like you did. It makes me said that he is unable to enjoy and love life at all.
Hopefully, one day, I can make him happy, make him enjoy life and teach him to take care of himself and not worry about him.
I know we were able to make you happy.
Maybe GOD is telling us it is time to put all our effort into helping Anthony and finding a way to make him happy and teach him how to enjoy life.
I LOVE YOU BABY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WISH YOU WERE HOME.
GOD BLESS YOU.
This candle was first lit on the 29th of October 2014 and will burn for 90 years 5 months and 10 days.