I had a really rough day yesterday and the day before. I cannot stop crying for you. I think about you every day but yesterday was extremely rough.
I know I'm feeling sorry for myself. Please forgive me. I feel like those are the times that you are with me.
One day, I would like to feel you presence without crying and just talk to you about how happy you had made my life, and I how proud I am to have been your mother.
I love you.