From the day you your born you gave me such joy. I never wanted to leave your side. When I finally returned to work I could not wait to come home and hold you in my arms. You made everything in my life so important. You made Christmas,Halloween and Easter such an important event for me. I wanted you to experience everything life had to offer. So we went skiing, camping, going to haunted houses, riding roller coaster, river rafting, climbing the seven pools of Hana and so much more. It made me so happy to see you smile, laugh and enjoy life. You were the one that made me want to do all these things.
What I miss most is your smile, your laugh and having all your friends at our home.
Our house is so QUITE now. It is at the point of being unbearable.
I miss the camping trips with you and your friends, I miss all your friends at our house and making tooo much noise and I miss your company and you talking with me and you playing the guitar for me (and hearing you play in your room every day).
I MISS YOU PRESENCE. YOU LIFE WAS MY LIFE. I AM SO LONELY.
I pray you are in a better place than with us. I pray you are happy.
I would feel better if I knew all of this was true.
I believe in GOD but it does not make me feel any better to know that I will see you when I die. I would rather have you here with me until I died.
A parent should never have to suffer the death of their children.