Thinking of you baby. We had an earthquake this morning around 6:30 a.m. I woke up to a very loud sound and then shaking. I thought it was going to be just like the Northridge earthquake you, Joel and I experienced in Granada Hill. It was such a loud sound but this one only lasted a second. I still remember so vividly how you woke up feeling sick and I sent you back to bed and you started throwing up and after I cleaned up the throw up and went to bed that massive earthquake started. We lost everything and had to live in a hotel for weeks until we could find another place to stay. All I could think about is how are we going to start over again and replace the things we lost. You were such a trooper. Somehow we were able to start over again.
Since you have left us, I am finding it again hard to start over without you. Unfortunately, it is not material things I need to replace. How to you start over again when it is a death of your child, someone you have done things with everyday of their life, someone you saw everyday of your life, someone you talked to and hugged everyday of their life. I miss you.
Love you baby.