Hi babe. It is raining. We lost power for 5 hours. You and me love the rain. Heard Metallica tonight. Made me cry. You were always playing Metallica almost every night. Having a very hard time. I coming to the realization that you with your dad were the reasons I was always happy and enjoyed life. I'm trying to find happiness but so far I am not doing a very good job. I know I am making you dad's life miserable but having a hard time trying to make him feel loved. Life is just another day without any purpose.