I love you. I miss you so very much. You were our anchor. Everything around us was an adventure, always looking for something new to experience. You were always "gung-ho".
You were always a joy and so we're your friends. Life with out you is so different. Maybe it's just the world is changing. Maybe it's me. I don't like changes. I want to go back to when you were alive. I know you got mad at me for a lot of justified reason but I was trying to be a better person and you were the reason. You called me on things that just wasn't right to the point that I was embarrassed and I needed to change. I need you here. I am not happy. I am lazy, tired, and don't contribute to our household. You were my glue. I can't seem to get out of this rut. I think Joel and I are doing better with our relationship. You would be proud of Anthony. He is doing so much better. He really needed you for guidance, a friend and a brother. He really misses you making him breakfast. You would be proud. Love ya
This candle was first lit on the 7th of April 2019 and will burn for 94 years 10 months and 19 days.